Love(Christ Consciousness)

I have had quite a many awareness the last 22 months. Some feel very big and then there are those that feel very small. Recently, I have had a major experience, a collective of all the small awarenesses I’ve had. The dots of the universe connected for me, and for the first time I have been able to utilize a new sense.
I have always walked through life, as everyone does, experiencing this world with my 5 senses. Upon the awakenings that have occurred with me, I’ve learned to use my inner senses as well, such as clairvoyance, and intuition. I’ve worked with diligence to clear, center, and ground. The harmony and connection with my soul has become nearly effortless as a result.
On December 8th, I had a shift that occurred in my energy that has changed me, and my perception of all things. I have been practicing for some time now, bringing in Love(Christ Consciousness) and projecting it out to all things I am in contact with. As I have done this I have received love in return, sometimes instantly and other times over a longer period. At first, I would bring this Love in when I would remembered to, and the more often I did it the longer I was able to hold the vibration and project it out. My focus would increase.
These experiences were somewhat minor until the “explosion” of my heart chakra a few weeks ago. As I viewed my heart chakra it was projected way out and covered with a gold dust. I monitored the change with it and noticed as I was “channeling” this Love through my central channel and pushing it out, the gold dust particles were interacting with it on a new frequency, allowing me hold it for extended periods.


The awareness on December 8th happened as I was holding this vibration and pushing it out into the wildfires of California. Earlier in the week I struggled to do so because of a balance issue in my energy, but I knew in a snap that it was a learning experience, so I embraced it instead of allowing frustration to throw me further off course. The earth and Source were both trying to tell me something of great importance.
As I got myself back into a position to channel this Love, I began to have a closer look at this golden state that sits within my heart. The tiniest of the particles held significant information: actions of unconditional love that had been previously projected or received. The dots were connecting, I knew the more I was practicing this activity, the more I was retaining. It made sense finally what was happening; I was able to harness this Love from all action sent and received to grow my heart even more. I have been able to hold this vibration, minus about 4 hours yesterday, where I went outside my heart and used my physical senses to “understand” something. It was with that move that the greatest awareness of Source and Self were integrated.
I am allowing myself to stop trying to figure the world out with my mental and emotional bodies. I am learning now how to rely on the heart to “feel” my way around life and it’s secrets. Everything is revealed when I can let go of the emotional and mental bodies and live within the heart, and use my spiritual body to grow. It starts with channeling that Love from Source and expressing it, fairly, among every person and situation equally. When the personality or ego pipes up and tells me someone doesn’t deserve the same Love projected to them as someone else, I rebalance myself immediately.


Imbalance has taught me a great lesson, and it is all with love. Love is the leader of our Evolution in all soul growth. Through this expression we are all showing our true selves, the Christ Consciousness, the God within.


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Meditation 11.1.17

I have written about my process of being grounded and centered in another blog post so I am not going into the details of that here. Instead, I want to jump into what happened today after I finished with all of that and I sat in the center of my heart. I said, “Today I want to feel the highest vibration of myself, my true being.” I set this intention because I think on the physical plane we are often so accustomed to our current vibration that we cannot always feel it, or may not know or realize where we are sitting as far as frequency and our personal growth. Especially those that do daily work to increase the amount of light we hold, we expand always, but it is often a slow process so we are not feeling the frequency from the beginning to current state of the vibration. I think of it a lot like gaining weight. Often people don’t realize that are gaining weight until one day they say, “Why don’t my pants fit anymore!?” Upon weighing themselves they realize they’ve put on 10 pounds! Of course it didn’t happen overnight, it happened slowly until the pants just wouldn’t fit anymore. With this thought in my mind, I wanted to feel my personal vibration, and my growth. I wasn’t planning to write any of this, but I had become so emotional after the meditation, I decided that it might be important for me to keep track of this.

So, as I sat in the heart and set my intention, I brought my energy down to the center of the earth. Lately I expand myself here so wide that I go out past the edges of the earth, and from there I have been coming back up into Source. As I started this process in expanding my energy, things got really hot, as usual. This heat isn’t like the heat from the sun; it is a heat I could not describe if I tried. I went all the way out to the edge of the earth and began to bring this energy up, and as I was doing this, the sounds started to change and I heard a “woosh woosh woosh” as I was passing through the different aspects of myself, the higher chakras, going up, up, up. I anchored this in to Source and started to inhale the sweet Godlight that was surrounding me, anchoring into my heart which now held, and is, the Earth. We were all one for a brief moment. I pushed all of it out and back down into the center of the earth. This process has been happening to me for about a week or so, I think. When I came back into my heart I expanded again and now the Earth was in front me because I was huge. I pushed my energy back to her and through her and my energy surrounded and hugged her. I even kissed her! I pulled her back into my heart and I could feel the love being exchanged between us.

Physically, I chose to lay down this morning for this meditation. Suddenly, I became very aware again of my physical body and that my legs, all the way to my feet, were tingly. I have felt this before and knew it was because I was anchored into earth; it feels like she holds my legs sometimes when I go up. I chose to pull this energy up since I was very aware of it. I could feel it moving through my chakras and physical body all the way to my head. It is a slow and very “thick” energy. It is like a warm heavy blanket and feels amazing. As soon as it left my head I was propelled up so fast I started to lose my breath. When I leave the body it is often very jarring because of how fast it happens. As I was going up I was slightly aware of my physical body and how it was totally numb and tingly feeling, but I was more aware how quickly I was moving through the giant balls of light. Each one was brighter and brighter and each one had a pitch that got higher. I got to what felt like the top and it was SO loud! I started feeling this energy which was incredibly powerful just blast through me, it looked and felt like it was pressure washing chunks of darkness that had been stained on me, and when those pieces would fall off brilliant light popped through. The vibration was so incredibly powerful! I noticed everything was “shaking”. I have noticed this throughout my awakening at different times during meditation, and I have come to believe it is me merging with higher aspects of myself. This time was a shaking like I have never experienced. I didn’t fight it, there was no fear. I knew it was my soul contact and integration. Everything started spinning so fast, and there was so much light. I thought I needed to try to reground at this point because it was going so fast that I was starting to get nauseated. I thought about asking it to slow down, but at the same time the spinning was becoming a little uncomfortable, I was also experiencing a joy that I have never felt before. I started to sense a true embrace of the soul. I wanted it to last forever, when it started to slow I said I didn’t want it to stop, I didn’t want it to leave, I didn’t want to come back down. I heard a clear message that this vibration was not new, this was me, this was always happening, the embrace and the joy were always present, and that I was to come back down into the physical body and express light.

When I came back down into my body I laid very still for a while, trying to feel it all over again. I had a new awareness of who I really am, and where I am going. I don’t know the answer as to why we ever really come here. Some say it is for Soul growth, so we can constantly evolve in light by being a de-evolved being working our way back to Source. Other people have other reasons and honestly I don’t know at this moment that I really care what the answer is. I just know I am here, and I am there, and I am everywhere. So, for now, I will just play my part on earth. I feel like I lost something, a part of me, today. Maybe a darkness or a fear. I also feel like I gained something, a light, an inner peace. I looked my true self in the eyes and felt an unconditional love, joy, and hope. I cried for a good hour afterward. It was not from sadness, but from the incredible experience. I have had many encounters with the Soul, but as we are integrating more and more light, the vastness and beauty of all that is presents itself in bigger and bigger experiences.

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The End Is Your Beginning

Plant Communication

Most of us have heard of exchanging energy with people, and some may even do it with various animals or pets, but what about plants? Some of the first energy exchanges I had upon my awakening were with plants, particularly trees. Most of them love to communicate. I have added a picture below to show an example of plant communication.

Does this mean plants have a conscience? YES. What does this mean for us as a species? As vegetarians or meat eaters? Well, like other animals, we have an energetic agreement with different species based on our development. Have you have noticed the amount of vegetarians and vegans that are present? It will only grow. What happens once we evolve past eating plants? In my opinion, it will be light. In other words, human beings will evolve to the point where we are processing light to “feed” off of. This may sound absolutely nuts but it is my opinion. Plants use photosynthesis to eat light. Animals eat plants, and humans have eaten animals for a long time. Does this mean that some animal species and plants are more evolved than us? HAHA!! Now you’re following me!

Lots of people think that plants and animals are not as evolved as we are because they do not have the same kind of conscience as human beings, but I do believe we are looking at this all wrong. Plants use a method called photosynthesis to eat light, animals eat those plants because they are denser beings, and we eat those animals. Plants, in my opinion are the higher evolved beings.

As the human body evolves we will have less need for eating animals and eventually plants. We will evolve to a place where we learn to eat light. I know this sounds really “out there” for a lot of people, but it is my opinion. Do plants have feelings? Yes, just as much as a cow or a human. I am not saying this to make anyone feel terrible for eating a salad or a burger, we are all in different places of holding light. These are just my thoughts on food. In the future I see all of mankind learning to process light to eat. There is no wrong place to be in the great evolution of our species. We are all growing at our own pace and in our own time.

So what about plant communication? Like I mentioned above, my first communication after “waking up” was with plants. I have learned how to push my energy into a plant for communication. I have used a tree as an example, since they seem to be the easiest and most open for communication.  Typically, I will push my heart out to the tree. Once anchored, we push the energy all the way down to the heart of the earth to re-anchor. Once in place there, we pull it back up through me and anchor back at my heart, then push up to source for another anchor. As soon as it attaches here we pull back down to the tree and continue a circular pattern for as long as we wish.

I have spent hours with the plants and trees in my own backyard. It is a great source for grounding and meditation! I urge every person to to try it, especially if you already have plants you are attached to. It is simply another method of communication to earth.


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Meditation 9.22.17


I sit in my heart when I meditate. I run light through my central channel, spend time in the Godlight, I balance, and I pretty much do all of the same things every day. After a while, sometimes I begin to receive information, but there are many days I still don’t understand everything I see.  I document it all anyway in hopes that one day I will come to know the messages that are being passed to me.

Today was no different; as the information begins to come through I pop open all the small chakras around my head. They hum in unison; it sounds amazing and still gives me goose bumps whenever I think about it. For me, sound is a big part of my learning. As someone that is losing my physical hearing, I have come to appreciate more and more the inner hearing I receive with great joy and gratitude. As the smaller chakras open, spin and start to hum I am overcome with a feeling of extreme joy and I know then that I am connecting on the level I need to be. I can see myself sitting in the wide open Universe;  my body is filled and connected to earth which is bringing in the pleasant smells of a crisp fall morning. Simultaneously I am connected to Source, which always brings in strong Feminine and Masculine energies at the same time. My body begins to go numb due to the intensity of this beautiful energy. The energy used to scare me. I always thought I was about to die or something terrible was happening, but not now. Now it feels like peace and calmness. I feel whole between the two connections of Earth and Source flowing through me. The energy looks amazing, and I see gold orbs flowing clockwise around my head. I know information is about to come in this way. My head chakras spin faster and faster, drawing in the light. Often it causes discomfort from the intensity of the light coming in, so when it happens, I ask it to slow just enough that I can continue my concentration. This time there are 12 orbs and while they all circle my head like the rings of Saturn they each spin individually in different directions. Each one is filled with information; I know the drill on this because this is usually how it happens.

The information that came through today was interesting, but like I said, I still don’t always understand it. When the individual orbs gain enough momentum to match up to the pitch of the smaller chakras they open and swirls of different light come out and fill the smaller chakras. The smaller chakras take this light in and bring it to the middle of the crown where all the information collects and settles. It looks like stardust and emits a sound that feels like pure bliss. The information travels to the heart where I can “see” it and often decipher the things coming through. Some days it is higher learning that I can understand and verbalize, but today it was mostly shapes and sound that came through. On days like this I can see certain images and a lot of times I will draw them out, so that I can understand their meaning later.

I have come to discover a lot through this process, a lot about energy channels in the body, as well as  using these images for grounding, centering or energy work. I hope one day I will be able to do the same with the different pitches, but for now, I will keep documenting the process.


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