And Then, She Appeared

It’s funny, I hear it all the time: “You are SO lucky you’re a medium, you can talk to your mother whenever you choose.” I always laugh when someone tells me that; its funny to me because this has not been my experience.

My mother died in February of 2017. It was 13 days after I arrived at the hospice facility, 12 hours away from my home. I walked in her room and she was sitting straight up. She didn’t seem surprised to see me at all! I had received a call a few days before that it was time to say goodbye, so I flew out to be with her, and to my surprise I walked into the room to see her, all 85 pounds, sitting straight up in a chair next to her sister.

I was a little confused; I had seen her come to me in visions over the prior month to let me know she was going “home” (crossing over). She had lost so much weight over the previous two years but I seemed to look past it and only notice her strength. She was always a strong woman, but this was not what I expected AT ALL.

I smiled and said, “Hey, Mom!”

She stared blankly for a minute and asked me where my wife and son were. I told her that I had left them in Alabama and she laughed.

“I just saw them help you take the luggage down, are they downstairs?”

I was so confused but my aunt smiled at me and gave me a nod so I just played along. “Yes, they are down there.”

Then she (my mom) said she wanted to get her purse so we could all go out to eat; my cousin and her two sisters just encouraged her to sit back, because we weren’t going anywhere. I knew then she was living in two worlds.

The next 13 days were brutal. She was in and out of reality, and I held her hand as often as I could to let her know I was there and it was okay to go. The 7th day was difficult, it was my birthday and I grasped her hand tightly and begged her to let go. I asked her to go and be with her brother and mother who were waiting for her. Her eyes were closed tightly, she had not had consciousness for a few days, but a single tear fell from her eye and I could hear her, in my mind, clearly tell me she would not be leaving on my birthday.

She eventually passed 6 days after. On the 13th day she finally let go and went “home.” I felt her a few weeks after, and have had several instances where I have felt her so strongly that I had no doubt in my mind she was with me.

We had a … difficult relationship. My mother, she was always a vibrant and colorful woman, and I often felt she’d saved the world for so many people but often forgot me. I never felt like she loved me, that she was always seeking someone else that was better. When she died, I had so many unresolved feelings, but I also knew from our brief encounters that she did in fact love me; I could feel her pouring it to me, but I just couldn’t quite make the connections.

I have called to her several time since she has crossed over and received very little confirmation she was with me. I even thought for a while that I just could never be what she wanted, and that she must be with all my younger cousins and her sisters because I was somehow still unworthy of her love.

Fast forward to 13 months after her death: I was doing a reading for a beautiful woman. Her colors flowed into me like sugar melting into warm butter. Her energy was warm, kind and amazing. As I was doing the reading (mostly psychic stuff), I saw this woman’s mother come forward. She smiled at me and then flashed her personality at me.

She was cold, bitter, jealous and angry. I knew that her soul was at peace and that she was only signaling to me how she was as an Earth Walker. I described what I was seeing to this woman and how she was pouring her heart out to the sitter. Her love was so great it made me want to fall out of my chair, and that was when my mother appeared. I was dumbfounded, and not quite sure what to say or do. I continued to channel the mother for the sitter but my mother’s energy was so BIG, so OUTSTANDING I started to cry. The message for this woman was also the message for me. She was there in all her color and glory to tell me she loved me. They were piggy-backing off of each other with an exact message: “I pushed you and pushed you because I loved you.”

The things that were conveyed during this meeting will never leave me. I understood on a brand new level why my mother treated me the way she did. I saw movies from both the sitter’s mother and my own of their childhood, and the many things they endured in life. For the first time in my life I understood the phrase, “I did the BEST with what I had and what I knew,” more than ever. I could feel the love x2 with the sitter’s mother and my own. I conveyed the message as strongly as I could without breaking down and after the reading was over I could feel the embrace of my own mother, and I understood every part of her stubborn, mean ass better than ever.

I can feel her, and see her now. She sits at “The Bottom of My Heart,” where she used to tell me as a child she could be found if she ever died. She is there and embraces me wholly. She appeared unexpectedly and without me looking. I always wanted her love and acceptance, and for the first time ever, I have received it.

Emotions are what have prevented me from moving through some of my grief, but the woman I was reading helped me as much as I helped her by having a shared connection. It’s funny because she was referred to me by someone else that I admire and have connected to their mother on deep soul level. I felt like it was all part of a master plan to circle back around for a healing to take place between several of us.

I am deeply grateful for this experience.

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We ARE Love

Hello, good people.

 

Today is the day after Christmas. Many of you have felt detached or unable to grasp feelings of Love and joy for various reasons. I came to tell you all that you are already the Love and fulfillment that you are searching for. Everything you desire is held within your heart and can be accessed through grounding and centering your energy to receive the divine messages from Source.
We are all learning and growing, trying to figure out how to have the experiences we desire. I urge you all, as individuals and as a collective, to allow the ultimate guidance of Love to govern every affair we are affording our personalities.
We are the pure light of Source stepped down again and again to experience life as we create it on Earth.

 

We have nothing to hide from or be afraid of. The past is just the past, and while we will all experience the consequences from past actions, it is never too late to shift your vibration into higher frequencies.
You are good enough and capable of the Love and compassion you are desperately seeking; as a matter of fact you ARE that perfect love you are seeking. I know this from personal experience. I was wishing and hoping that certain people would love me, and  the truth is, I could not be fulfilled until I loved myself in the capacity that I was searching for.
How do you get there? It is not through pretend or through ignoring our true feelings. It is through the balance and clearing work that is necessary for the ultimate change that will always come from within. You ARE pure Love; the freedom you search for is within your grasp.
Don’t give up and keep your face to the Light. Everything else will fall into its perfect place. Thank you for being here, my friends! We are all soaring to the divine. I look forward to the challenges and blessings racing toward us. The Earth’s vibration is changing to allow us all the challenges we are seeking to overcome. Embrace it through the Love that YOU are.
Please, if things feel too overwhelming for you, if the energies feel too out of control, remember that you are in charge of everything happening in your own personal world. Deeper grounding and clearing will help leaps and bounds! Do not underestimate the power of deep grounding and Source grounding. It is work, yes … but it is so worth it. Xo

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Earth Vibration

Hello, my friends, I have been picking up a shift in world frequency for a little over two weeks. The last forty forty-eight hours were especially loud, and now the shift has settled into the new sound.

As many of you are already aware, the Earth hums. This is her “vibration” or frequency if you prefer that word. She is exactly like us, in that she is able to have shift of vibration. Like her, we have our own vibration. I have mentioned this in previous blogs, but would like to touch base on this again here.

Our overall vibration is made up of many many things around us and in us. I will use myself as an example. My overall vibration is made up of the many smaller vibrations emanating from within my physical body, which are caused from the vibrational state from my “other bodies” (ie. emotional, mental etc).

To keep things in more simple, 3D terms I will be talking here just about the physical body. Every one of our atoms carry a specific frequency, and if looked at clairvoyantly one can see that every part of you, the cells, organs, etc can be “talked to” as each carry a consciousness that IS you. This is how are bodies are formed, grow, and react to things like illness and stress, etc. As we raise our overall vibration it is actually the smaller frequencies that are changing, making up the overall “hum” of your vibration. This is done through shadow work, healing, LOVE, and experiences.

As we shift, the things around us shift. The people in your life may change, environments are different, you are always attracting what you are emitting. We as individuals (think of us like a cell) change and then collectively as one will raise their own personal vibration, they will find that they are triggering others to shift as well. That is how waves of a massive shift are shown to me clairvoyantly. It will appear like a giant wave that is a collective energy sweeping through and over things. This effects the Earth as well. I often think of us as a race and how we effect her energetically. While she has her very own hum, we are also influencing her, just as she influences is.

Now, with all of that said, I mentioned above a world frequency that I noticed a change in. Many people talk about “veils” and how it becomes thinner, or that there is a mass awakening. I have written before about energy lines, and viewing them in a linear fashion. When I do energy readings on someone I am able to view events on this line from the past to present or future.

I see the Earth line pretty clearly at this time, and I can tell you from my vision that this “mass awakening” is part of our evolution and has been happening since the beginning of earth’s time. It appears like a giant awakening now because we are here NOW, experience it NOW, and the momentum of it is the triggering of our continued evolution where we will all experience greater and greater levels of consciousness.

For an example, where compassion was given to someone by another human being ten thousand years ago, it would cause a small ripple or wave in the energetic line. Think of it like a title wave; as it goes down the line it becomes bigger and bigger and bigger. This is why people have been talking about energy speeding up or how more people are “waking up”now than ever before.

While I do not believe your actual heritage has a whole lot to do with your bigger picture as a soul, I do believe the families we are born into are specific for our evolution as well. We have imprinted traumas and experiences from our ancestors on our DNA, and as a soul comes into body they can use this information imprinted on the DNA to draw in certain experiences to deal with.

The free will of the matter is how we are choosing to deal with these experiences as they come in. We have all live thousands of lives, and that is just on this planet. The experiences we have chosen to deal with are the key here. This is how we raise our vibration on a multi-dimensional level. I am bringing all of this up because we are also a part of the earth, and her experiences. We have been here over and over and chosen to work with her, as she has with us. When I view her, she is an entity grounded in Source and loves us unconditionally. She is us, and we are her, not just as a mirror, but as mother and child, friend and lover.

Earth is in no trouble; she will be just fine long after we go. As I communicate with her, I realize how we as a species allow the ego and narcissism imprinted onto ourselves to play out. How egotistical for us to think we are killing her! Long after any species kills off resources that she lovingly provides to us and destroy ourselves (which has happened over and over and over), new species will evolve and she will still be here, just as she always has and always will be.

If our atmosphere becomes toxic and we all die due to our inability to love her, to love ourselves, then I promise life (just not us) will continue to prevail, just differently than it does now. What she is doing, and the state of her being, is a reflection of how much we love ourselves. Is it love and compassion we are living or something else? The best way to help her is to respect and love her and to HEAL YOURSELF. Raise YOUR vibration.

Her vibration shifts as she evolves, and we are experience not just her, but all of us collectively. This change that happened recently with her “hum” is beautiful and pulses out Love so strong it makes me cry tears of joy. This shift has caused a lot of debris that I view as sticky to get loosened up. It was in perfect timing of the whole Mercury in retro; it is our opportunity to face what is in our past holding us back.

Many common questions people ask themselves are, “WHY do I have money problems?” Where does that come from? Who told you you had to be poor? “WHY can I not find love?” WHY is that your truth? WHY do “bad” things keep happening to you, why do you feel like a victim? There are no victims and she is trying to help us all come to terms with the parts of our past, the lessons we have chosen (DNA imprints) to live and transmute. She is your ally and she wants to help us all become aware of our truest self. The pure beings of light that we are.

We are a seed of God, and when we are born we are given opportunities to bloom to our highest light. There are thoughtforms that we have created and perpetuated for thousands of years. They’re HUGE, but we can rise above them and know the truth. She has attracted us here to aid our evolution, just as we have come here to aid her in hers.

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Love(Christ Consciousness)

I have had quite a many awareness the last 22 months. Some feel very big and then there are those that feel very small. Recently, I have had a major experience, a collective of all the small awarenesses I’ve had. The dots of the universe connected for me, and for the first time I have been able to utilize a new sense.
I have always walked through life, as everyone does, experiencing this world with my 5 senses. Upon the awakenings that have occurred with me, I’ve learned to use my inner senses as well, such as clairvoyance, and intuition. I’ve worked with diligence to clear, center, and ground. The harmony and connection with my soul has become nearly effortless as a result.
On December 8th, I had a shift that occurred in my energy that has changed me, and my perception of all things. I have been practicing for some time now, bringing in Love(Christ Consciousness) and projecting it out to all things I am in contact with. As I have done this I have received love in return, sometimes instantly and other times over a longer period. At first, I would bring this Love in when I would remembered to, and the more often I did it the longer I was able to hold the vibration and project it out. My focus would increase.
These experiences were somewhat minor until the “explosion” of my heart chakra a few weeks ago. As I viewed my heart chakra it was projected way out and covered with a gold dust. I monitored the change with it and noticed as I was “channeling” this Love through my central channel and pushing it out, the gold dust particles were interacting with it on a new frequency, allowing me hold it for extended periods.

 

The awareness on December 8th happened as I was holding this vibration and pushing it out into the wildfires of California. Earlier in the week I struggled to do so because of a balance issue in my energy, but I knew in a snap that it was a learning experience, so I embraced it instead of allowing frustration to throw me further off course. The earth and Source were both trying to tell me something of great importance.
As I got myself back into a position to channel this Love, I began to have a closer look at this golden state that sits within my heart. The tiniest of the particles held significant information: actions of unconditional love that had been previously projected or received. The dots were connecting, I knew the more I was practicing this activity, the more I was retaining. It made sense finally what was happening; I was able to harness this Love from all action sent and received to grow my heart even more. I have been able to hold this vibration, minus about 4 hours yesterday, where I went outside my heart and used my physical senses to “understand” something. It was with that move that the greatest awareness of Source and Self were integrated.
I am allowing myself to stop trying to figure the world out with my mental and emotional bodies. I am learning now how to rely on the heart to “feel” my way around life and it’s secrets. Everything is revealed when I can let go of the emotional and mental bodies and live within the heart, and use my spiritual body to grow. It starts with channeling that Love from Source and expressing it, fairly, among every person and situation equally. When the personality or ego pipes up and tells me someone doesn’t deserve the same Love projected to them as someone else, I rebalance myself immediately.

 

Imbalance has taught me a great lesson, and it is all with love. Love is the leader of our Evolution in all soul growth. Through this expression we are all showing our true selves, the Christ Consciousness, the God within.

 

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Children Can Meditate, Too

My son, who is 8, is also a sensitive like me. He is very aware of energy and the presence of spirit. Since he started talking he has mentioned things he sees or hears. Before my own awakening I always put it off as a child’s imagination. His intense fear of the dark or imaginary people he would talk to was chalked up as just being a kid. It wasn’t until after I, too, became re-aware of things that I took notice in what he was actually seeing and hearing. I say re-aware because I believe I have always been a sensitive, but I suppressed these abilities deeply until they could no longer be held down. I decided shortly after coming into my own awareness that I wanted to give my son opportunities to express that I never had.

I can count on one hand the times my son has slept past 6 am. No matter how late I’ve let him stay awake, the kid has just never slept for long. When he was 2 or 3, I would wake in the middle of the night to him drawing pictures in a book, or on the wall. We monitored his sugar intake and media time. I even took him to the pediatrician, worried something was wrong. Before she died, my mother told me I was the same way as a young child. I just did not want to sleep. I’m not sure if it has anything to do with him being a sensitive, but I have a hunch it does. In the dark, alone, everything comes to life.

I was privileged to be connected  with my dear mentor early in my awakening. One of the very first things she taught me was grounding and centering my energy. As I began to do these things the panic and fear I felt so intense began to subside  So, I decided this is also where I would start with my child. He was always running everywhere, it’s like he went from crawling to running. Zooming from one room to the next, fearing something was in the room with him or behind him. He absolutely could not be alone for more than a few seconds without freaking out. When we began our work together he was resistant to doing things how I showed him. He did not want to sit quietly, so I changed things up a bit. I need to add here that this has been a process and did not happen over night. As a matter of fact we recently had a bit of a setback and had to go back to basics; he only needed to be reminded of his strengths.

The start for us, as I mentioned above, was not the easiest. His will is very strong, he is independent in his thinking and does not like being told what to do. I respect him as an individual and free thinker. To me there are clear lines with boundaries, discipline, and integrating those things with freedom in a child’s life. Merging these important aspects together is when magic happens! Before I had even had an awakening I would catch him from time to time sitting in the lotus pose with his eyes closed. I thought it was cute, and probably just something he had seen on TV. However, as the years passed, he did those things less and less. Naturally, this is where I tried to start him with meditation, since he was obviously familiar with this, but he did NOT like doing it this way, because it was me “telling him” what to do with his energy and mind.

To make things easier, for both of us, we instead started with just familiarizing him with what energy feels like. We made a game out of it. I would have him do the old “ball of energy” in between your hands and expand it. I had him lay down, close his eyes, and then I would place my hand over his head or chest and see if he could “feel” the energy. He would laugh and laugh and wiggle around when he felt it. We did this for a while and then he would practice on me or himself, but mostly on the cat. He became confident and excited to practice. After a few weeks he felt comfortable with what energy was. He had learned how to center this energy at his heart and we would exercise it together, pushing the energy down to the Earth’s heart and pulling it back into his, then pushing it to Source and pulling all the way back to him and down to the earth. Around this time he began calling Source by another name (Lafeesh) which was fine with me, it is part of the flexibility that I think is vital for a child’s growth. He would describe to me everything he would see or feel, and he was elated to have fun with it. He got to a place where he was able to do those things on his own, and at night when the energies around him became too intense, he would work with his energy and “Lafeesh” to comfort him.

I can often tell when I am not in balance by his behavior. He will suddenly become afraid of being in his room alone, or he won’t go down the dark hallway to the bathroom. He races and zooms from one place or another in a panic. I mention this because children do not carry the amount of debris in their energy fields that adults do, so they will pick up the energy in others very easily.  He reminds me through his actions to not only check myself, but in return remind him of his own power, that HE is in control of his own energy field. He has been one of my greatest teachers in this way.

He still wakes up early, and his bedtime is rarely changed; we try to keep things as consistent as possible. The difference is that now he does not wake up in the middle of the night, he does not fight like hell about going to sleep, and he sleeps well without every light in the house on. After he wakes and has his breakfast he spends time in silent meditation, 1 minute for every year he is alive. He has been known a few times to stay a bit longer. At night, we play the meditation music for him and he does his own little thing before bed, sleeping peacefully through the night. Recently, he told me about spirits that visit him. He calls them “helpers”. He says they move so fast that sometimes they make him nervous and he wants to hide. A simple reminder that he is in control of his space put an end to this fear. Watching him come into this power is one of the most satisfying times of my life. As he realizes his true self, the fear melts away.

 

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